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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    8:08 am
    @@@@@ “Stop hurting her!” Jamie howled There was
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    “Stop hurting her!” Jamie howled
    There was a sharp crack, and someone gasped
    I struggled to pull myself out from under the heavy carton, rising up on my elbows dizzily
    Jared had one hand over his nose, and something dark was oozing down over his lipsHis eyes
    were wide with surpriseJamie stood in front of him with both hands clenched into fists, a
    furious scowl on his face
    Jamie's scowl melted slowly while Jared stared at him in shockHurt took its place–hurt and a
    betrayal so deep that it rivaled Jared's expression in the kitchen
    “You aren't the man I thought you were,” Jamie whisperedHe looked at Jared as though Jared
    were very far away, as if there were a wall between them and Jamie was utterly isolated on his
    side
    Jamie's eyes started to swim, and he turned his head, ashamed of showing weakness in front of
    JaredHe walked away with quick, jerky movements
    We tried,Melanie thought sadlyHer heart ached after the child, even as she longed for me to
    return my eyes to the manI gave her what she wanted
    Jared wasn't looking at meHe was staring at the blackness into which Jamie had disappeared,
    his hand still covering his nose
    “Aw,damn it! ” he suddenly shouted“Jamie! Get back here!”
    There was no answer
    Jared threw one bleak glance in my direction–I cringed away, though his fury seemed to have
    faded–then scooped up the flashlight and stomped after Jamie, kicking a box out of his way
    “I'm sorry, okay? Don't cry, kid!” He called out more angry apologies as he turned the corner
    and left me lying in the darkness
    For a long moment, it was all I could do to breatheI concentrated on the air flowing in, then
    out, then inAfter I felt I had that part mastered, I worked on getting up off the floorIt took a
    few seconds to remember how to move my legs, and even then they were shaky and threatened
    to collapse under me, so I sat against the wall again, sliding over till I found my rice-filled
    pillow
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    8:08 am
    @@@@@They're all sonsofbitches "Listen, Red,"
    @@@@@They're all sonsofbitches
    "Listen, Red," Toglio protested, "where could you find a general like that who'd talk to a bunch of GIs? He's okay for my money
    "He's a crowd-pleaser, that's all he is," Red told him"What the fug business has he got tellin' us his worries? I got enough of my own
    Toglio sighed and stopped talkingWhat a contrary guy Red was, he decided finallyIt had stopped raining and he thought of going back to the remains of his tentThe idea depressed him, but Toglio would not allow himself to dawdle now that the storm was over"Come on, we might as well fix up some way to sleep," he said"It won't do you any goodWe're gonna be up on the line tonight With nightfall, the air was becoming sultry again

    The General was worriedAfter the jeep pulled out of the motor pool he said to his driver, "Take us to headquarters battery of the one-five-one He turned around to Major Dalleson and Lieutenant Hearn, who were squeezed together uncomfortably in the back seat"If their line isn't in to Second Battalion we'll be doing some walking before the night is over The jeep passed through an opening in the barbed wire and turned right onto the road that led toward the frontThe General scrutinized it moroselyThe mud was very bad and it would become worseNow it was slimy and the jeep skidded and weaved from one side of the road to the other, but in a few hours it would become hard and gummy like clay, and the vehicles might bog down to their hubsHe gazed dully at the jungle on either side of the roadThey passed a few Jap corpses decomposing in a ditch and the General held his breathNo matter how familiar that smell had become, he could never bear it casuallyHe made a mental note to have a burial detail police the road once this trouble was over
    The night had come and with it a potential disas
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    8:10 am
    @@@@@It had been the shock of conviction as she
    @@@@@It had been the shock of conviction
    as she readThe truth rushed on her; and how she could have
    spoken at all, how she could even have breathed, was afterwards
    matter of wonder to herselfPrice cared too little about the report to make her much answer
    “It might be all a lie,” he acknowledged; “but so many fine
    ladies were going to the devil nowadays that way, that there was no
    answering for anybody
    “Indeed, I hope it is not true,” said MrsPrice plaintively; “it
    would be so very shocking! If I have spoken once to Rebecca about
    that carpet, I am sure I have spoke at least a dozen times; have not I,
    Betsey? And it would not be ten minutes’ work
    The horror of a mind like Fanny’s, as it received the conviction of
    such guilt, and began to take in some part of the misery that must
    ensue, can hardly be describedAt first, it was a sort of stupefaction;
    but every moment was quickening her perception of the horrible
    evilShe could not doubt, she dared not indulge a hope, of the
    paragraph being falseMiss Crawford’s letter, which she had read so
    often as to make every line her own, was in frightful conformity
    with itHer eager defence of her brother, her hope of its being hushed
    up, her evident agitation, were all of a piece with something very
    bad; and if there was a woman of character in existence, who could
    treat as a trifle this sin of the first magnitude, who would try to gloss
    it over, and desire to have it unpunished, she could believe Miss
    Crawford to be the woman! Now she could see her own mistake as
    to who were gone, or said to be gone
    Rushworth; it was Mrs
    Fanny seemed to herself never to have been shocked beforeThere
    was no possibility of restThe evening passed without a pause of
    misery, the night was totally sleeplessShe passed only from feelings
    of sickness to shudderings of horror; and from hot fits of fever to
    coldThe event was so shocking, that there were moments even
    when her heart revolted from it as impossible: when she thought it
    could not beA woman married only six months ago; a man professing
    himself devoted, even engaged to another; that other her near
    387
    Jane Austen
    relation; the whole family, both families connected as they were by
    tie upon tie; all friends, all intimate together! It was too horrible a
    confusion of guilt, too gross a complication of evil, for human nature,
    not in a state of utter barbarism, to be capable of! yet her judgment
    told her it was soHis unsettled affections, wavering with his
    vanity, Maria’s decided attachment, and no sufficient principle on
    either side, gave it possibility: Miss Crawford’s letter stampt it a
    fact
    What would be the consequence? Whom would it not injure?
    Whose views might it not affect? Whose peace would it not cut up
    for ever? Miss Crawford, herself, Edmund; but it was dangerous,
    perhaps, to tread such groundShe confined herself, or tried to confine
    herself, to the simple, indubitable family misery which must
    envelop all, if it were indeed a matter of certified guilt and public
    exposureThe mother’s sufferings, the father’s; there she paused
    Julia’s, Tom’s, Edmund’s; there a yet longer pauseThey were the
    two on whom it would fall most horriblySir Thomas’s parental
    solicitude and high sense of honour and decorum, Edmund’s upright
    principles, unsuspicious temper, and genuine strength of feeling,
    made her think it scarcely possible for them to support life and
    reason under such disgrace; and it appeared to her that, as far as this
    world alone was concerned, the greatest blessing to every one of
    kindred with M
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    8:16 am
    @@@@@ “You’re exhausted—” “I’m tired, but I’m
    @@@@@
    “You’re exhausted—”
    “I’m tired, but I’m not sure whyCactus insisted I get some sleep and I must have had all of
    twelve minutes
    “I like the tone of your voice,” said David“The words even better, except I’m not poorYou
    took care of that in Paris thirteen years ago Suddenly his wife was silent and Webb was alarmed
    “What is it? Are you all right?”
    “I’m not sure,” answered Marie softly, but with a strength that was the result of thought, not
    feeling“You say this new Medusa is big and ugly and it tried to kill you—they tried to kill you
    “Yet they, or it, wanted you deadWhy?”
    “Because I was there
    “You don’t kill a man because he was at someone’s house—”
    “A lot happened at that house tonightAlex and I penetrated its circle of secrets and I was seen
    The idea was to bait the Jackal with a few rich and all too famous bandits from the old Saigon who
    would hire him to come after meIt was a hell of a strategy but it spiraled out of control
    “My God, David, don’t you understand? You’re marked! They’ll come after you themselves!”
    “How can they? The hit man from Medusa who was there never saw my face except while I was
    running in shadows, and they have no idea who I amI’m a nonperson who’ll simply disappear
    No, Marie, if Carlos shows up and if I can do what I know I can do in Montserrat, we’ll be freeTo
    borrow a phrase, ‘free at last ”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    139
    “Your voice changes; doesn’t it?”
    “My what does which?”
    “It really does
    “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” said Jason BourneTell Johnny to keep those two old men under guard!”
    The whispers spread through Montserrat like rolling pockets of mistSomething terrible had
    happened on the out island of Tranquility“The evil obeah come across the
    Antilles from Jamaic’ and there was death and madness“And blood on the walls of death, mon,
    a curse put on the family of an animal“Sshh! There was a cat mother and two cat children
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    8:07 am
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    have
    thought so highly Charles ParnellNever thought the fellow would end
    up hand glove with those barbarian Fenians Scarlett was horrified
    She'd never dreamed the Land L would be used against anyone like
    Bart
    "I can't believe it, BartWhat are you Chanel Purse going to do?"
    "If she wins here, even places, then I suppose the next big is Galway
    and after that Phoenix Park, but maybe I'll sort of tuck one or two
    smaller races in May and June, to keep her mind what's expected of
    her,
    so to speak
    "No, no, Bart, not about DijonWhat are you going to do the rolex ladies watches rent
    strike?" Morland's face lost some of its glow"I don't know," he
    "All I've got are my rentsI've never evicted, never even thought
    it
    But now I'm up against it, I might have toBe a bloody Scarlett was
    thinking about BallyharaAt least she was from any troubleShe'd
    forgiven all rents until the harvest tank louis was "I say, Scarlett, I forgot to
    mention itI received some good news from our American friend
    Rhett
    Butler Scarlett's heart leapt"Is he coming over?"
    "NoWrote to him about Dijon, you But he
    wrote
    back that he couldn't come
    Ne's to be a father in They took extra care this time, kept the wife in
    bed gucci fabric for months there wasn't any danger of what happened last time
    But
    everything splendid nowShe's up and happy as a lark, he saysNever saw a man in my life cared as much about proud father
    as
    Rhett Scarlett caught hold of a chair for supportWhatever'
    daydreams and hidden hopes she might have had were santos cartier watch ove
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    8:08 am
    @@@@@ I nodded and started to pull my hand free
    @@@@@
    I nodded and started to pull my hand free again
    Walter's eyes rolled open, unseeing“Gladdie? Are you here?” he implored
    “Um… I'm here,” I said uncertainly, letting his fingers lock around mine“I'll get you both some food,” he whispered, and then he left
    I waited anxiously for him to return, unnerved by Walter's misconceptionWalter murmured
    Gladys's name over and over, but he didn't seem to need anything from me, for which I was
    gratefulAfter a while, half an hour maybe, I began listening for Ian's footsteps in the tunnel,
    wondering what could be taking him so long
    Doc stood by his desk the whole time, staring into nothing with his shoulders slumpedIt was
    easy to see how useless he felt
    And then I did hear something, but it wasn't footsteps
    “What is that?” I asked Doc in a whisper; Walter was quiet again, maybe unconsciousI didn't
    want to disturb him
    Doc turned to look at me, cocking his head to the side at the same time to listen
    The noise was a funny thrumming, a fast, soft beatI thought I heard it get just a little louder,
    but then it seemed quieter again
    “That's weird,” Doc said“It almost sounds like…” He paused, his forehead furrowing in
    concentration as the unfamiliar sound faded
    We were listening intently, so we heard the footsteps when they were still far awayThey did
    not match the expected, even pace of Ian's returnHe was running–no, sprinting
    Doc reacted immediately to the sound of troubleHe jogged quickly out to meet IanI wished I
    could see what was wrong, too, but I didn't want to upset Walter by trying to free my hand
    againI listened hard instead
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    8:08 am
    @@@@@ Croft fired and fired, switching targets
    @@@@@
    Croft fired and fired, switching targets with the quick reflexes of an athlete shifting for a ballAs soon as he saw men falling he would attack another groupThe line of Japanese broke into little bunches of men who wavered, began to retreat
    The light of the flare went out and Croft was blinded for a momentThere was no sound again in the darkness and he fumbled for another flare, feeling an almost desperate urgency"Where is it?" he whispered to Gallagher Croft's hand found the flare box, and he loaded the gun againHe was beginning to see in the darkness, and he hesitatedBut something moved on the river and he fired the flareAs it burst, a few Japanese soldiers were caught motionless in the waterCroft pivoted his gun on them and firedOne of the soldiers remained standing for an incredible timeThere was no expression on his face; he looked vacant and surprised even as the bullets struck him in the chest
    Nothing was moving now on the riverIn the light of the flare, the bodies looked as limp and unhuman as bags of grainOne soldier began to float downstream, his face in the waterOn the beach near the gun, another Japanese soldier was lying on his backA wide stain of blood was spreading out from his body, and his stomach, ripped open, gaped like the swollen entrails of a fowlOn an impulse Croft fired a burst into him, and felt a twitch of pleasure as he saw the body quiver
    A wounded man was groaning in JapaneseEvery few seconds he would scream, the sound terrifying in the cruel blue light of the flareCroft picked up a grenade"That sonofabitch is makin' too much noise," he saidHe pulled the pin and lobbed the grenade over to the opposite bankIt dropped like a beanbag on one of the bodies, and Croft pulled Gallagher down with him
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    8:08 am
    @@@@@Not this morning or last night or whenever
    @@@@@Not this morning
    or
    last night or whenever it was that Mammy diedWhat did he say at
    our
    house, the night he left Atlanta? He talked on and on, explaining
    thingsHe was so calm, so horribly patient, the way you can be with
    people you don't care enough about to get mad at them
    Her mind seized on an almost-forgotten sentence, and she forgot her
    exhaustionShe had found what she neededYes, yes, she
    remembered
    it clearlyRhett had offered her a divorceThen, after her furious
    rejection of the offer, he had said itScarlett closed her eyes,
    hearing his voice in her head"I'll come back often enough to keep
    gossip downShe hadn't won yet, but there was a
    chance
    A chance was enough to go on withShe stood up and picked the pine
    needles off her frock, out of her hairThe
    muddy yellow Flint River ran slowly and deeply below the ledge that
    held the pine woodsScarlett looked down and threw in the handful of
    pine needlesThey swirled away in the current
    "Moving on," she murmuredDon't look back, what's
    done is done She squinted up at the bright skyA line of
    brilliant white clouds was rushing across itThey looked full of
    windIt's going to get colder, she thought automaticallyI'd better
    find something warm to wear this afternoon at the burial
    She turned toward homeThe sloping pasture looked steeper than she
    remembered
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    8:18 am
    @@@@@To hell with it, come on!” “What do you
    @@@@@To hell with it, come on!”
    “What do you want me to do, sir?” asked the steward, getting to his feet and following Jason
    “Listen to me,” said Bourne, stopping and turning on the steps above the first-floor landing“Go
    ahead of me into the lobby and walk to the front doorEmpty ashtrays or something and look busy,
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    153
    but keep glancing aroundI’ll come out in a few moments and you’ll see me go over and talk to
    Saint Jay and four priests, who’ll be with him—”
    “Priests?” interrupted the astonished Ishmael“Men of the cloth, sir? Four of them? What they
    doing here, mon? More bad things happen? The obeah?”
    “They came here to pray so the bad things will stop—no more obeahBut what’s important to
    me is that I must speak to one of them aloneWhen they leave the lobby, this priest I have to see
    may break away from the others to be by himself or possibly to meet someone elseDo you think
    you could follow him without his seeing you?”
    “Would MrSaint Jay tell me to do that?”
    “Suppose I have him look over at you and nod his headI am faster than the mongoose and, like the mongoose, I know every foot trail
    on TranquilityHe goes one way, I know where he’s going and will be there firstBut how will I
    know which priest? More than one may go off by himself
    “I’ll talk to all four separatelyHe’ll be the last one
    “That’s pretty fast thinking,” said Bourne“You’re right; they could separateI am fifth in my class at ’Serrat’s Technical AcademyThe four ahead of me
    are all girls, so they don’t have to work
    “That’s an interesting observation—”
    “In five or six years I’ll have the money to attend the university in Barbados!”
    “Maybe soonerWalk into the lobby and head for the doorLater, after the priests
    leave, I’ll come out looking for you, but I won’t be in this uniform, from any distance you won’t
    know meIf I don’t find you, meet me in an hour— Where? Where’s a quiet place?”
    “Tranquility Chapel, sirThe path in the woods above the east be
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    8:08 am
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    Still, imagine that small hand lifting the
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    Imagine the courage of that first effort to reestablish
    the world by picturing itI will always
    love that little girl, in spite of all she has
    cost me
    Pictures are magic, as you know
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    This was in Minnesota, in my other lifeI learned
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    Gotta say it: I was a genuine American-boy success
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    For me, everything worked out
    Paul boomed, The Freemantle Company boomedWhen
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    I had an accident at a job siteIt was pretty
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    8:08 am
    @@@@@ That was Travis, I guessed “He's more…
    @@@@@
    That was Travis, I guessed
    “He's more… motivated now,” Geoffrey answeredHis voice was quiet, but I could tell he was
    angry about something
    They passed just half a foot from where I cringed into the rocksI froze, holding my breath
    “I think it's sick,” Violetta mutteredIt's never going to work
    They walked slowly, their steps weighted with despairNo one spoke again in my hearingI stayed motionless until their
    footsteps had faded a little, but I couldn't wait until the sound disappeared completelyIan
    might be following me already
    I crept forward as quickly as I could and then started jogging again when I decided it was safe
    I saw the first faint hints of daylight streaming around the curving tunnel ahead, and I shifted
    into a quieter lope that still kept me moving swiftlyI knew that once I was around the gradual
    arc, I would be able to see the doorway into Doc's realmI followed the bend, and the light
    grew brighter
    I moved cautiously now, putting each foot down with silent careFor a
    moment, I wondered if I was wrong and there was no one here at allThen, as the uneven
    entrance came into view, throwing a block of white sunlight against the opposite wall, I could
    hear the sound of quiet sobbing
    I tiptoed right to the edge of the gap and paused, listening
    The sobbing continuedAnother sound, a soft, rhythmic thudding, kept time with it It was Jeb's voice, thick with some emotionDon't take
    it so hard
    Hushed footsteps, more than one set, were moving around the roomIt reminded me of the sounds of cleani
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    8:17 am
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    In the office in the middle of the afternoon: He's coming up today, Hearn, he would, we're all invitedEllison has suggested that our attendance is requested
    Get up near him when he's had five or sixHe says the most amazing thingsAnd talk to his wife, the new one, she's fantastic
    In a bar with a Harvard contemporary:
    Hearn, you have no idea what it's like working on SpaceThat man! He's hideous, he's a FascistThe writers he's got up there, the talent, all grubbing away, afraid to leave 'cause it's logo louis vuitton two hundred a week, and they don't know what they can do on their ownI tell you my stomach turns every time I see them grind out the particular brand of swill at which he's so trickyJabbing out a cigaretteWhat are you in this racket for?
    I'm playing it for the laughs
    Sure you're not trying to be a writer from the wrong end?
    No, I'm not writer, I don't have a deep enough itch
    Jesus, there's a million who haveI don't know anybody who's worth a goddam
    Who does?
    Get potted, get screwed, and get fake louis vuitton bags up in the morning, somehow

    And the women:
    Hearn, she says, in her deep husky voice, you're a shell, you're nothing but a goddam shellAfter you've had fifty thousand of us up here, you'll probably cut it off and hang it up to dryYou learned an acceptable wiggle somewhere along the line and you think that's all you need to get byYou've got a faeces complex, haven't you, you can't stand being touchedYou get me so goddam mad, a million miles away, aren't you, nothing ever hits youNothing's worth dior saddle touching
    Oh, the girl says quietly in her childish breathless voice, you're really good, there's such goodness in you, but you're wrong, you see, because true compassion is evil, when I was in the hospital there were a few minutes when I loved a doctor, and then I didn't care about him any more, and when I was in the shock treatment I kept thinking contact was evil, and it's only freedom that's worth while, it's why you don't want me because you're free and good
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    8:10 am
    @@@@@I'll celebrate the O'HarasShe almost called
    @@@@@I'll celebrate
    the O'HarasShe almost called out to Jamie, then she remembered
    I'll be going to grandfather'sSomebody would smell
    it on my breathI feel as warm inside as if I had just
    had a drinkDaniel pulled the bow over the
    strings"The Maid Behind the Bar," he said
    Including Scarlett, though she didn't know whyIn an instant the big
    room rang with the music of an Irish reelBilly's concertina whined
    vigorously, Brian piped the tune on his tin whistle, Stephen played
    his tin whistle in rippling counterpoint that wove in and out of Brian's
    melodyJamie beat time with his foot, the children clapped, Scarlett
    clapped, everyone clappedShe threw up the hand
    holding the bones and the sharp staccato clacking made an insistent
    rhythm that held everything togetherFaster, the bones demanded,
    and
    the others obeyedThe whistles soared higher, the fiddle scraped
    louder, the concertina puffed to keep upA half dozen children got up
    and began to leap and hop across the bare floor in the center of the
    roomScarlett's hands grew hot from clapping, and her feet were
    moving as if she wanted to leap about with the childrenWhen the
    reel
    came to an end, she fell back against the settee, exhausted"Come
    along, Matt, show the babies how to dance," cried Maureen with a
    tempting rattle of the bonesThe older man near Scarlett stood up
    "God save us, wait a bit," Billy begged"I need a bit of a rest
    Give us a song, instead, Katie He squeezed a few notes out of the
    concertInaScarlett started to protestShe couldn't sing, not
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    8:10 am
    @@@@@ The little things, the insignificant
    @@@@@
    The little things, the insignificant things-they were vitalA back door at the Kubinka Armory
    “What else?”
    “So many inconsequential things that a person might not consider significant, but they can be
    Say, being mugged in a city street at night—what should you do, what shouldn’t you do?
    Remember, many of our candidates, and all of the younger ones, are trained in self-defense, but
    depending upon the circumstances, it may not be advisable to use those skillsQuestions of
    background could be raisedDiscretion, always discretionFor me, as an experienced part-time
    tak govorya, of course, I’ve always preferred the more imaginative situations which we are
    permitted to implement whenever we care to as long as they fall within the guidelines of
    environmental penetration
    “What does that mean?”
    “Learn always, but never appear to be learningFor example, a favorite of mine is to approach
    several candidates, say, at a bar in some ‘location’ near a military testing groundI pretend to be a
    disgruntled government worker or perhaps an inebriated defense contractor—obviously someone
    with access to information—and start ladlin’ out classified material of recognized value
    “Just for curiosity,” Bourne had interrupted, “under those circumstances how should candidates
    react?”
    “Listen carefully and be prepared to write down every salient fact, all the while feigning total
    lack of interest and offering such remarks as”—here the Novgorod graduate’s Southern dialect
    became so rough-mountain South that the magnolias were replaced by sour mash—“ ‘Who gives a
    barrel a’ hogshit ’bout that stuff?’ and ‘They got any of them whoors over there lak people say they
    got?’ or ‘Don’t understand a fuckin’ word you’re talkin’ about, asshole—all Ah knows is that
    you’re borin’ the holy be-Jesus outta me!’
    “Then what?”
    “Later, each man is called in and told to list everything he learned—fact by salient fact
    “What about passing along the information? Are there training procedures for that?”
    Jason’s Soviet instructor had stared at him in silence for several moments from the adjacent seat
    in the small plane“I’m sorry you had to ask the question,” he said slowly“I’ll have to report it
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    412
    “I didn’t have to ask it, I was simply curious
    “Do you trust Krupkin?”
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    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
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    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
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